Misses the old life

Hi everyone, i just wanna say that,I ADMIT IT HARD TO MOVE ON, but past is past,i obviously look like an idiot bcs waiting for nothing. HAHA,I shouldn't be jealous bcs you're not mine anymore.Huhm this post is actually to my ex, i miss you, i'm still love you, i misses the old life. like seriously i miss you, but i know you've fallen in love with someone else, nevermind. SAYA RINDU AWAK NI HAA HAHA ECEHH, TAK FAHAM KE? saya tulis bahasa melayu ni haa supaya awak faham.Hope you'll always happy with your new life. Thank you for everything.I have a habit of falling too hard and falling too fast and getting my hopes up FOR SOMETHING I KNOW WON'T LAST. someday everything will all makes perfect sense, so for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding that everything happens for a reason :') Trust is like a paper once its crumbled it cant be perfect.Thank you to those who gave me the fucking spirit, i love you. yeahh someone said to me that " If you love something let it go, if it come back to you it's your, if it doesn't it never was." you will never know the true happiness until you have truly loved and you will never understand what is pain until you have lost it. Do you know how it feels when you must let someone that you really love go for a long time just for them to be happy? :')don't you think it's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces, don't you think that amazing? :')It's tough. How do i mend a broken heart, when my entire world has fallen apart. HOW ? HOW ? TELL ME HOW? How do i find hope in a brand new day, When the one i LOVE has gone? yeah i don't deserve to be happy. thank you for spending your time in this blogg which is sucks and lame. bye.